This morning started much earlier than I had wanted it to - but when someone in my house gets up, I'm up. My boys are heading up north for a few days to do some salmon fishing and they left at the butt crack of dawn.
Butt crack of dawn - what the hell is that supposed to mean? I hear it all the time, but it just doesn't make any sense to me. But I digress.
So I made the decision to start my TPN while I was up - which meant I was able to disconnect around 3pm. Which made me very happy! I didn't accomplish anything else though today - besides resting. I had thoughts in my head last night that I would dry out some peppers - maybe make some cake pops with my daughter - go pick up food for the chickens - do some laundry - clean the house...nothing. This morning instead I decided to go back to sleep and then just stay snuggled up on the couch watching random movies and tv shows.
I was kinda hungry and figured I would eat some rice - but I didn't feel like cooking it. So instead I ordered some chinese food for my daughter and me some rice. Well my rice turned into - let me have one of those scallion pancakes (which I LOVE) and hey while I am at it let me have a little bit of those chinese vegetables and let me eat one of those fried noodles with some duck sauce on it.
I don't know what the hell I was thinking. My stomach has already blown up and the pain is already starting. Actually, I know what I was thinking. I want to eat some normal food, damn it. I am tired of not being able to eat what I want. It was definitely one of those moments of - I'll take what comes my way - I want to enjoy this for the few minutes I will have.
So my daughter just came out and asked if I wanted my fortune cookie...so what did I say? Yes of course.
My fortune : The respect and help of influential people will soon be yours.
I will take that as getting gastroparesis some more awareness and who knows - maybe a cure or at least another treatment option.
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