Frustrated Fog

Definitely another off day today.

It's so off, I am laying here trying to think what I want to say but the words aren't coming to me.  I spent most of the day in my pajamas again, until this afternoon when I had to get ready to take my daughter to her MMA classes.  Fortunately when I woke up at 5:30am this morning I decided to hook up to my TPN bag right away so I could disconnect before taking her.  It was nice to be free of my bag for the entire evening.

Now here I find myself on the couch again in my pajamas - the only difference is I have my heated blanket.  My circulatory disease is kicking into high gear with the weather changes we are having - so being under this blanket feels extra good tonight.

Too much stuff on my mind - it's starting to give me a headache.  Fortunately I was able to let some of it out tonight, but I am finding it's making me think about it more.  Very frustrating.  Been also dealing with pains in my stomach today - so it's just been blah all around.

Hoping tomorrow brings a better day - not really up for another day like these last two.  Yup, I'm in a fog at this point and my brain is done.  Time to just go to bed.  All though I really do not like to go to bed frustrated, that's what it needs to be tonight.